I have been very emotional as this day has been approaching. Closing day for dad’s house. I don’t really know why it’s so emotional, especially since I honestly can’t imagine stepping foot in the house again, it’s just a sense of sadness I have about saying goodbye to the house for good. It was especially painful for me to watch dad’s garage being cleaned out. Dad’s garage contained his most beloved items…his welder, tools, saws, railroad memorys, box building materials, Christmas cutouts that he and Michael made together, photo’s of family…I could go on and on. Every since I can remember dad has had hundreds of tools and gadgets. You need something…dad would have it…and probably had several! I am so happy that dad’s best friends, Mike and Steve, took what they wanted of dad’s things. Dad would be so happy. Michael and my sister also ended up with some of the items. It made me weep looking at the pictures of dad’s welder being loaded up on Mike’s truck, with his welding jacket still hanging on it. I miss you dad so much.
Today we are saying goodbye to a house that holds very dear memories of dad. So many wonderful memories….
-We held dad’s 50th surprise party in this house
– Hanging out and BBQing in the backyard
– Watching football and Nascar on dad’s big ol’ TV
– Dad letting us sleep in his bed when we visited from Ohio
– Dad letting me have Pampered Chef parties at his house
– Decorating dad’s garage for Halloween and scaring kids!
– Finding anything you need in the garage!
– Watching the incredible changes dad made to his house
– The beautiful patio and pond dad built by hand
– My sister lived in this house when Jordan was a baby
– Spending dad’s last good days together on his couch
– Seeing dad’s homemade Peanuts characters on his roof at Christmas
– Bringing dad home after his brain surgery and watching him walk in by himself in the front door
– Dad’s wonderful friends daily visits
– The sound of dad’s pond
– The final prayer circle around my dad as he was dying
– Grandkids playing all around grandpa as he watched golf
– The smell of fuel and sawdust in the garage
– Dad’s crazy awesome alarm system he was so excited about
– Dad’s homemade welded front door and mailbox
– The sound of dad’s saw as he built boxes in the garage
We are also saying goodbye to horrible memories in this house…..
– Watching dad deteriorate right in front of our eyes
– Dad sitting on his couch unable to see the TV due to the brain tumor damage to his eye
– Watching dad fumble with the remote control unable to recognize the numbers
– Seeing a wheelchair, hospital bed, and oxygen machine arrive at the house
– Watching hospice nurses explain to dad that he’s dying
– Making dad nutrition shakes since he wouldn’t eat anymore
– Sitting in dad’s office and listening to him cry as he explained to me his last wishes
– Standing at dad’s bedside and hearing his last breaths
– Watching the funeral home people wheel dad out of his house after he died
– Dad’s American flag flying at half staff after he died
– The emptiness of dad’s house the day after he died
– Sitting in the living room knowing my dad was dead in the next room…waiting for the hospice nurse to come
– Gathering around dad’s bedside as the hospice nurse pronounced him dead
– Watching firefighters move my dad from his bed to the hospital bed
– Watching a firetruck and ambulance pull up to dad’s house
– Opening dad’s fridge to find….a huge bottle of Morphine and lots of other drugs to keep him out of pain
I will miss walking up to dad’s beautifully handmade front gate and being "buzzed in"
I will miss seeing dad and Micheal’s handmade Peanuts characters on his roof at Christmas!
I will really miss dad’s garage and the sound of the saw, the smell of sawdust, and finding anything I could ever need!
My brother Michael, and my sister Erica on their last visit to dad’s house, and my sisters girls saying goodbye to grandpa’s house
I will miss dad’s beautiful patio and pond that he built himself! I loved showing off his pond to everyone that came over! My dad was the most talented person I have ever met!