Today’s first Oncology appointment has been highly anticipated by all of us, especially dad. Radiation is our biggest light of hope right now and we have been anxious to see what the doctor would tell us. Our biggest question was whether the radiation would be worth it or not (as far as side effects go). The news we got today was optimistic and hopeful. Erica and I were encouraged….and my dad seemed very hopeful and relieved after this appointment.
Dr. Croghan, dad’s oncologist, is wonderful. She explained things clearly and seemed optimistic about the treatment. She first did a CT scan to see how things are going in the brain since dad’s last scan (done while he was in the hospital a couple weeks ago). She said she was "encouraged" and "pleased" with the "big tumor" (the one he had removed originally). She said it has not grown a lot and that the blood is being reabsorbed. This is why dad hasn’t had any headaches lately. Apparently swelling is dad’s biggest enemy right now, and he hasn’t had any swelling issues in the past week or so, thus no headaches. She did see 2 spots on his brain in other areas that have grown. One is in the frontal area and the other is in the back. They have grown since the last scan and she said they have swelling around them. She said they are about dime size right now. She told us now is the right time to start radiation, and hopefully the growing tumors can be "stalled". She described the radiation treatment as a "stalling tactic" and not a cure. Dad understands this. She said that every person and every cancer reacts differently to radiation, so she can’t tell us what she thinks will happen, we just have to wait.
Dad will have 2.5 weeks of radiation, with the first apptointment being next Monday morning. He will go Monday thru Friday for about 15 minutes to get his treatment. He had his mask fitted today, this will hold his head perfectly still while the treatment is happening. A few weeks after radiation stops, they will take another CT scan to see how the cancer is reacting. Our hope is that it will shrink and slow the growth. Again, we have to wait. It’s all a good lesson in patience.
We were given a lot of information today at the doc’s office to take home and read. I have read a little and wanted to tell you all what the side effects are of radiation. Dad was informed of all of these today. He will be having whole brain radiation, so good tissue can be damaged along with cancerous tissue. The percentage is small (<5%) of this happening. The ACUTE symptoms (symptoms during actual therapy) are fatigue, hair loss, scalp irritation, redness, and stuffiness of ears. The LONG TERM symtoms (may occur after treatment stops) are fatigue, hair loss, ear stuffiness, effects on memory, thinking confusion, damage to normal brain tissue. Dad knows about these, but we will continue to remind him daily so he’s not scared when things start happening. We are all in agreement that the positive possibilities of the radiation outweigh the possible side effects.
Overall dad had a good day today. Erica got him over to the credit union to get some stuff done, that always makes him feel better. He was eating well and got out for a walk. He didn’t seem as tired, although I have noticed that when I talk to him his eyes always seem to look very heavy. He told Erica and I several times today that he loves us and really appreciates all we are doing. I remind him that we really appreciate a whole LIFETIME of care he gave us! He tried to make coffee today and couldn’t figure out how to make it. Erica has showed him a few times but he forgets. Those types of things really upset him, so Erica and I try and make things as accesible and easy for him to that he can maintain a sense of independence and avoid frustration.
I told dad that I am taking Noah to the zoo tomorrow morning and he was so excited that I was getting Noah out for a fun morning. I told him maybe next time we go he can come along and he seemed interested. This time with dad is so full of emotional ups and downs and I have to admit I have a lot of guilt about taking Noah to the zoo tomorrow, knowing that I won’t be at dad’s until late afternoon…..but I also have excitement as a mommy to get Noah out for a fun day just for him. I told dad I would call him in the morning to remind him of where we are (he forgets things very easily) so he won’t worry. We will head to dad’s later in the afternoon to get him some dinner and visit with Erica, the kids, and grandpa.
Here we are headed out for the first radiation apptointment
After we got to grandpa’s this afternoon, Noah and Grandpa shared their daily shake! It’s funny because I always ask dad what flavor shake he wants me to make him, so now when Noah wants a shake he says "mommy, I want a flavor!"
Snuggles and kisses for Grandpa!
Dad out for his daily walk. It was actually grey and rainy here today in AZ! I loved it!!
Noah didn’t care that it was rainy and cold…..he still wanted to dig dig dig
This morning my brother had 2 more photo’s in the Arizona Daily Star Newspaper! We are so proud of him. Dad loves looking in the paper and seeing Michael’s pictures! We are so proud of you Michael!